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Guns are so LOUD. And they always seem to leave my ears ringing for a time after they are fired. I used to have trouble being around guns too much when I first died. The sound of them would bring back that crazy, terrible day of my death. The incomprehensible inorganization of the battlefield where I fell. The sounds of guns and death all around me. Sometimes, I swear it would even bring back that god-awful smell of death and decay. It's been a long time since then and thankfully, I'm better able to control myself when a gun goes off. But sometimes, when I'm caught off-guard, some of those memories will come back to me at the sound of a gunshot and I have to shake myself out of the initial shock.